what you hear may not be wht you see
what you see may not be what you know
what you know may not be the truth

its hard to open up to everyone, esp in this unfamiliar place. this is my 2nd and last year in vjc
its like im leaving stnicks aft my sec2 year.2 years in a school, how close can you get to know someone.what i can say is everythings on the surface. to be truthful, deep down, i really dont know how most people are feeling and i get so affected by how ppl react to certain stuff. its like i've lost all my feelings, everything is becoming numb and im starting to lose the feeling of the real happiness. sadness and depression is starting to set in more frequently than i expect. everything is breaking apart.

sometimes i do wonder whether this is the right choice. maybe things would have been better if im elsewhere, maybe pluto. i really want to stay optimistic like how i always WAS back in HIPS and stnicks. what dosen break you will only make you stronger, this i hope will make me a stronger person, physically and mentally.

on a random note, The Jialing River is 1119 km long, its headwaters are the Bailong River and Xihanshui. From its source, Lianghekou in Lueyang, Shaanxi, to Zhaohua is the upper reaches, while its middle reaches are between Hechuan and Zhaohua. Then, the river joins the Yangtze in Chongqing.
found this in google, if only im a river, always able to cross its obstacles. haha! day dreaming.

anw, wht i want to say now is
i treasure you alot(:
you save the world, like the powerpuff girl/boy.
1/26/2007 06:48:00 AM